My bare skin pressed into the unyielding, cold steel of an uncertain world. Nothing to cover the nakedness but a thin veil of shame, my eyes rejected the evil that so desperately coveted the death of my soul. I could smell the color of his vile presence, the stench of green vapor hypnotized and paralyzed.
The scent of a vulgar haze of hatred streamed from his nostrils. His eyes smelled black, soulless, and empty. His lips held the odor of a parched desert as waterfalls of perdition flowed unhindered. Moments before he fled to the abyss, his viscous carcass further depressed me into the resistant steel of this world I had come to know.
His presence retreated, however, his color persisted and my eyes remained unmoved.
A faint sound in the distance permeated the air, a sweet sound of people talking, laughing, and living. I had to find them in the world unknown to me. My overwhelming desire to find them, to beg them for help, to plead for mercy would override the evil that lurked. Covered with the thin veil of shame I made my way toward the sound in the world beyond my own. I turned the knob opened the door and screamed for help, however, my pleas went unanswered.
Therefore, I moved on.
April 23, 2014 at 11:08
Raw emotion. . .
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April 6, 2014 at 11:20
wow. what an intense, raw post.
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April 6, 2014 at 12:20
Thank you Mimi.
Thank you for reading and taking time to comment. 🙂
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April 1, 2014 at 08:59
Awesome post! You inspire a strong visual image of your experiences as well as an acute awareness of your pain. Thank you for sharing!
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April 1, 2014 at 10:14
Thank you JC,
I am glad you enjoyed reading.
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April 1, 2014 at 12:14
Thank you for reading and kind words.
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March 30, 2014 at 21:19
I’ve Moved On is beautifully stated. You’ve captured the essence of evil. I’m praying you’ve found the life, laughter and love that is affirming.
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March 30, 2014 at 21:21
Thank you so much for reading and your kind words. I work hard every day to become a better me.
Hugs
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March 31, 2014 at 04:34
🙂
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March 23, 2014 at 16:49
Visiting from Holistic Wayfarer’s site, where you liked a post on race featuring me. Thanks, and I like your poetic words.
Best regards,
Elizabeth
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March 23, 2014 at 16:50
Thank you Elizabeth.
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March 12, 2014 at 10:09
The deep sadness of it all. . . if only people could learn from the eagles about family, and sharing, and protection. . . .Thank you for sharing these stories from these brave women !
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March 12, 2014 at 10:10
Thank you so much for your kind words. It’s funny about the eagles….I was thinking the same thing.
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March 11, 2014 at 08:05
I have heard you, and 2,554 others have too; thank you for moving on
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March 11, 2014 at 08:27
Thank you so much for your comment. You have no idea how much it means when you and others comment. I have never in all of my years met such a supportive group and I am grateful for you. I mean that.
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March 9, 2014 at 17:41
So powerful, and so sad. The thought of those calls – so bravely made – going unanswered makes me want to weep.
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March 9, 2014 at 17:48
You are so kind.
It was painful, but I kept on going and they are being heard now, here in my little space on WP, and I am thankful for every ear.
🙂
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March 5, 2014 at 23:15
Wow. Very powerful!
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March 5, 2014 at 23:19
Thank you so much. I appreciate your comment.
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March 5, 2014 at 21:10
Beautifully dark. Loved it.
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March 5, 2014 at 21:23
Thank you. I was a little nervous about that one. I really appreciate your coment.
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March 6, 2014 at 06:10
No need, it was really beautiful. Well done. I saw if reblogged from Lances site.
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March 6, 2014 at 06:13
🙂
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March 5, 2014 at 20:35
Reblogged this on Texan Tales & Hieroglyphics.
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March 5, 2014 at 21:59
This was great Lance Tell you friend two thumbs up !
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March 5, 2014 at 22:07
Thanks lee, I really appreciate that. 🙂
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March 5, 2014 at 22:08
Speaking for her: I am sure she will appreciate your kind words. Thank you Lee.
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March 5, 2014 at 19:17
It’s shorter than usual and very effective.
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March 5, 2014 at 19:19
Thank you.
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March 5, 2014 at 19:21
Extremely dramatic.
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March 5, 2014 at 19:23
🙂
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March 5, 2014 at 17:30
Beautiful and wow…
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March 5, 2014 at 17:34
Thank you Sunshine. I appreciate that.
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March 5, 2014 at 17:24
Reblogged this on By the Mighty Mumford and commented:
SO GLAD SHE DID!!!!
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March 5, 2014 at 17:24
GREEN SMOKE—DON’T TAKE THAT TOKE!!! THANK YOU FOR MOVING ON!!! 🙂
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March 5, 2014 at 17:33
Thank you. 🙂
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March 5, 2014 at 12:47
I agree with Triple S. Great, powerful. Wonderful writing Teela.
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March 5, 2014 at 12:49
Thank you Lance, I appreciate it. I worried no one would get it. I’m glad ya’ll did.
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March 5, 2014 at 20:33
Teela, This post is poetic. I have read it four times. With your permission I would like to reblog it.
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March 5, 2014 at 20:34
Crying……thank you Lance. I would be honored.
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March 5, 2014 at 08:57
Like StrongerSoulSurvivor said, powerful~ It’s good to get the feelings out with words, otherwise, they eat us up!!!
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March 5, 2014 at 09:15
Thank you Teka, I feel better since writing it.
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March 30, 2014 at 19:56
I agree. I think every word written is one of your tears you take back. I used to dislike the word “Empowering” – there’s nothing less empowering than someone kindly advising, “Empower yourself…!” All I felt was trapped. The writing helps and it certainly is empowering! 😉 Loved this! Yep, move on XX
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March 30, 2014 at 19:59
Thank you so much for sharing with me. Writing is my escape from a once ugly reality. I am so glad you liked it….:)
xx
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March 5, 2014 at 05:18
Wow, a powerful piece of writing there Teela.
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March 5, 2014 at 07:56
Thank you Triple S, I guess it was just the anger bubbling to the surface.
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