You made an empty promise
You made it very clear
You said I was your princess
You said you’d never leave
I wrapped my arms around your legs
I shot up to the sky
I trusted everything you said
I never asked for lies
You didn’t seem to care that day
You screamed into my face
You turned those hurtful words
You knew they had no place
I gave you all my loyalty
I gave you one more chance
I gave you all you asked of me
I gave you my embrace
You struck my heart, my soul, my mind
You brought me to my knees
You lied again; I’d simply sigh
You blamed it all on me
I sank into my own abyss
I had nowhere to turn
I must have been at fault for this
I deserved that hateful burn
You’ll be sorry that fateful day
You see my back and not my face
You will know too late to say
You will see me walk away
I don’t need your empty promise
I don’t want your warm embrace
I’ve never been your princess and
I hate your lying ways
You can take your filthy guilt
You can find another trip
You can hurt somebody else
You were meant for nothing less
April 21, 2014 at 20:16
Your words touch a place deep in my soul…beautiful…💜
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April 21, 2014 at 20:17
Thank you AoA……that means a lot to me. I struggled over posting it. I’m glad I did. ❤
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April 21, 2014 at 17:09
Well written as always 🙂
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April 21, 2014 at 17:15
Thank you Alex! 🙂
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April 21, 2014 at 09:34
Your poem also reminded me of this song.
“Promises”
by Adema
I went outside to take a walk
So I could relive memories
I thought that you would lend a hand
But you were never ever there
It’s all in your mind
You do what you wanna do
Your promises are all played out
You’ve got your wish you’ve worn me down
I treated you the best I could
I realize that I don’t need you
I lost my way when you left home
I thought that you could change your life
What did I do why do you lie
You’ve walked back in my hands are tied
I’m tired I’m so damn angry
With you
Your not gonna change
I see who you really are
Your promises your promises
They’re all played out
Your so played out your so played out
There all played out
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April 21, 2014 at 09:33
I guess this is the poem we talked about last night. You should give yourself more credit Tee, this is a beautiful, sad, gut-wrenching poem. You captured the perspective you wrote from excellently. It reminds me of the first poem I ever wrote, that I wrote from a place of deep pain. Before I wrote it, I hated writing, but the pain was deep and I needed an outlet for it, and something in me changed, and I did something new, and I was reborn like a phoenix from the pain as a poet. I’ll share the poem below.
(Written July/August 2004)
“Forgetting My Father”
by Ry Hakari
For a long time now
I haven’t seen you
This pain
It’s so real
It’s just starting to heal
I want to forget you
To leave you behind
It’s been so long
Over ten years
But now I see
The difficulty
Now I know
It won’t be that easy
Know that I’ve come to the point where I can forgive you
Know that I already have
That doesn’t mean I want to know you
Know that I’ll never call you dad
My father
Once my closest friend
I wonder why
We thought it’d never end
I watched it die
So long ago
I’m telling you now
I’m letting you go
After all of these years
And all of these tears
Now I’m through with you
And every last thing that you do
You’re living in sin
I don’t care were you’ve been
Not today
Please just keep away
I don’t know you
You’re a stranger now
And if I saw you now
I wouldn’t know you
I wouldn’t want to
You should repent
Not to me
To god
All this time that I’ve spent
Far away from you
Don’t you find it odd
You’re not getting the letters
The letters I’ve never sent
You’ve been dishing out pain
Without even knowing it
You’ve been dealing it in spades
I hope you can live with the mistakes you’ve made
God knows you’ll take it to the grave
Just like he knows everything
That fact alone should frighten you
The fact that it doesn’t frightens me
Know that I’ve come to the point where I can forgive you
Know that I already have
That doesn’t mean I want to know you
Know that I’ll never call you dad
I lose a lot of sleep now
But it’s never over you
I’ve had a lot on my mind lately
Just like I always do
I’ve had a hard life
No thanks to you
After all you’ve put me through
I still forgive you
It was hard to do
It’s hard to admit
But I never quit
What I want now
All I want to get
Is you out of my mind
I want to forget
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April 21, 2014 at 13:20
Thank you for sharing your poem Ryan and I really appreciate your words of encouragement.
Tee
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April 21, 2014 at 13:37
No prob, you’re welcome 🙂
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April 21, 2014 at 08:48
What an awesome post!!!! ❤
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April 21, 2014 at 13:16
Thank you Tela!! ❤
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April 21, 2014 at 04:37
Brilliant and sad, Teela – and oh so recognisable. A tragic anthem to a corrupted love’. xxx
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April 21, 2014 at 13:15
Thank you Ali
I mean that.
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April 21, 2014 at 03:48
wow…I have no words. I had tears while reading over your blog.
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April 21, 2014 at 13:13
Thank you for reading and your kind words.
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